as of late, i have begun to realize what the next few months of my life entail. graduating, working, traveling, moving- all of these things seem so exciting and new that i just find myself constantly dwelling on them and how badly i want them to be the present. i am getting tired of being in one spot, and doing only one thing. im ready to be free.
i have been focusing most of my thoughts on the above things, and while they are really exciting, they are also placed cleverly in the future by the hands of God. the Lord knows that i am not ready to experience these things right now, and he has put them in their own specific place in my future.
im learning that there is no need to be discontent or frustrated at my current situation in life. i should be praising my God with every waking moment and breath i expel for his timing and faithfulness.
i know that one day i will get to experience, and enjoy many awesome things that the Lord has laid out for me. but for now, i need to focus on getting rid of the ants in my pants, and instead leaving it all up to my Father.
-L
